Hey guys. I’m 14 and I’m a male. I have liked this girl since I was in 6th grade. At that time, she was just a pretty and nice person to me. Once I went into 8th grade, I started REALLY liking her. I am currently in 9th grade.
Some info about me:
I am about 5"1. I was born in Istanbul, Turkey and can speak, write, read Turkish. I can read Arabic. I am also taking Spanish 2 later this year. I have messy, black hair. I do not have an accent. I can speak, pronounce, define, anything in English without trouble. In fact, I’m better than 90% of my school in their OWN language. I am not a nerd but I am "seen" as one if you know what I mean. I have LOTS of friends. I hate Start Wars, Halo, **** like that. Not saying that stuff is nerdy but it is known as "nerdy" things. I don’t wear skinny pants and I don’t wear baggy pants. I don’t put them all the way up to my chest. I don’t try to act like someone who I’m not and sag my pants. I like video games, computers, electronics, internet, hanging out, and pretty much what everyone else likes. I don’t act nerdy and I don’t snort or anything. I aint really nerdy. Sorry for blabbing but just letting you get a good feel of who I am.
I am hygienic. I shower regularly. Wash my hands a lot. I use gel. I use deodorant and cologne. Clean out my ears and clip my nails often. I chew gum regularly and so on. So it’s not that I’m turning her off or anything.
So here is the timelime:
In 6th grade, I saw her and I started liking her. We would talk here and there and flirt but VERY LITTLE. I am guessing it was just a friendly kind of thing.
In 7th grade I liked her more as my feelings were developing and we talked here and there.
8th grade came and I started to REALLY like her. She is VERY beautiful and she’s nice. She’s a brunette just around my height. She is seen as a prep but she isn’t that slutty blond beach type of girl. She is outgoing and very fun to be with.
Valentines day came and at school we had carnations for a dollar each. I REALLY liked her but she’s way out of my league and I couldn’t tell her I liked her as there was a fat chance she would actually go out with me and stay with me.
I sent her 20 carnations from anonymous but she and her friends found out in a few days. I started getting questioned and one time her boyfriend was there which I did not know about 
Anyway nothing bad happened. They just asked a few simple questions and that was it. I knew she didn’t take the flowers as they were long white beautiful roses and she got TWENTY when most of her hot friends didn’t even get 1. (She had to pick them up from the Cafeteria. I did not expect her to take them and I wasn’t saddened that she didn’t. I am pretty sure I kinda freaked her out. I REALLY like her and I have REAL deep feelings for her. She is the one and I can’t think of her with some jock asshole that only cares about her body.
She hadn’t said anything to me for months. Then months later, she said Hi and then my name and I said hi back of course. We were passing by each other.
This year (9th grade) we have 1 period together. She sits RIGHT behind me now (seating chart) and she talks to me SOMETIMES. She is a nice person and I know she is a good person but you know how it is. She has a good rep and her friends are hot blondes and a hot asian friend and yea…
I don’t expect her to really go out with me as you all know how school works. Chances of me being with a girl like that is low. Everyone would look at her like she’s messed up or something. She is nice but she is attractive and popular in a good way.
I am just waiting until something good happens. I doubt it’ll be this year but I am patient. I just want her to know who I am and how much I appreciate her.
She talks to me a little sometimes. I am sure she’s still nervous about everything. She’s very mysterious. I THINK she kinda likes me but you know she isn’t obvious about it.
I have VERY deep feelings for this girl. More than you guys can imagine. I don’t wanna see her getting drunk and you know hanging out with bad guys that will hurt her or dump her or leave her or something.
I can’t just ask her out as obviously that is not the only solution. I am just curious about you guys’ thoughts.
~ Reaper ~
wow you like this girl, i think its cuuttee. i think you should start talking a little, saying hi in the class asking her how her day is things like that, youll start talking more =D
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